Hi everyone. I am due to get my ICD implanted tomorrow. I've been crying all day, I've had my pre-surgical check up. Just can't seem to get my emotions under control. I have no symptoms what so ever so to me it makes it tougher to accept. Hoping I don't slip into depression even though I'm not normally a depressed person. I am choosing to get mine implanted under the muscle. Yes for cosmetic reasons because I am a 55-year-old woman. The healing process will be longer I know this. But women get breast augmentation's under the muscle and if they can deal with it I am hoping I can deal with it.
any words of encouragement and advice?
this form has helped me a lot so I thank all of you