Please bare with the long back story but I could do with some advice and support.

I was 16 when I got my first PM. I didn't really have anything explained to me about it but I could recite My "Condition". Doctors looked confused but paramedicts knew what I was talking about. Congenital Abnormality of the AV Node resulting in complete heart block stage 3. I am now 40 and my PM has recently celibrated its 24th birthday. I always knew it would need changing but it was just this thing that was was it was. I had no concerns and no thoughts about it. I went to my appointments. I was eventually told that the battery would make it too the 21 year mark but would probably need changing soon after. I moved interstate 4 years ago to Newcastle in NSW, where I had lived 15 years before for around 4 years. I made an appointment with my new doctor and organised a referal for my check ups since I was already on 3 monthly diagnostics. I then spent the next 4 years getting referal after referal after referal and still no appointment. My doctor was confused and was getting as annoyed as I was. I had even called the hospitals and was told that I would have to wait for my referal. I turned up at the clinic when it was open and requested to be seen. They couldnt do it.  

Here is what was taking so long. They didnt know who made it so didnt know which technitian to send me too. It took 4 years and eventually I was helped by a woman at the clinic reception who sepnt litterally hours trying to get the information from the hospital that did the implant and the hospitals I subsequently visited for check ups. My card (with those very important details) was in my purse when I was 18 and my handbag was stolen. For 10 years I requested a replacement at every visit, always told it would be posted. I never arrived. I stopped asking. Obviously it was redundent and airport security could see the big red scar on my chest that I showed everythime I needed to. I used to be a very fit kid with a heart condition so I became complacent. Now all of my 5"0' weights a stupid 25 kgs more than it should (20 of wich have been in the last 2 years). 5 children have kept me on my toes and very very busy and tired all the time. My 10 year old has Asperges and although often tired, I very rarely get sick. So when I finally got sick the morning before my first appontment in 4 years! He had a panic attack. (He thought I was going to die because I lost my voice. It also took me 3 years to convince him that I wasnt Iron Man.... Very cute!) The tecnichians at the PM clinic also paniced a bit when they realised not only that they couldnt read my PM (apparently, it was not the one made by the company of the Tecs there that morning) but the PM I do have, is no longer manufatured, they can't work out who now takes care of the brand and they can't find the progame to read it.............

They are assuming that it is dead or that there is a problem with the leads given the symptoms I have experianced particullarly in the last two years ( they are almost identical too the ones that got me the PM in the first place). Some I haven't had and some new u-beaut ones. I am a bit concerned about what it now going to happen but that 3 weeks later, I still havent got a new cardiologist appointment to let me know that is happen or when ..... What and how to explain things to my children so they understand (even my 21 year old who's help I am going to need) both with the surgery as well as recovery. Oh and just for fun, we have to move in the next 2-3 weeks. I am not sure if the stress is going to kill me or it is keeping me alive but wow..... I have not had any issues up until a couple of years ago and I am looking forward to getting back to feeling "normal". Has anyone known anyone, heard of or experianced having the same PM for such a long period, flat batteries, children with low coping skills when it comes to illness ect ect ect. I realise it is a long storry but the list of questions is much longer. I actuall dont know anyone else with a pacemaker. My grandmother had one but she passed away 2 years ago. 

Thank you. 


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Wow bronny

by Ileen - 2017-06-20 10:04:27

That is some story! I saw you had many views but no comments. Had to comment. I don't have really any advice for you but, God bless!! I do understand your kids feelings, if you have never been ill , the do think you are invincible( with 5 kids you must be) I will say, I don't think it matters what kind you have n now, just get it out! That company was very irresponsible and your Dr don't sound great that you had before. I do recommend you stay n closer touch with your new pacemaker company and get copies made of your card!! Let us know how you do with the new pacemaker. Your 21 year old needs to read up on how you will be after your surgery. Please, don't overdo anything after your surgery. Let those kids learn and be taking care of you!! Well, I guess I do have advice!! Please, let me know how you are doing. I have just learned that I had an afib attack so, gotta see Dr on Friday and find out how scared I should be. ( I am a terrible worrier) Take good care. You don't mention a husband, so, maybe that should be something to get!!!😹  Hugs, ileen

hang in there

by dwelch - 2017-06-23 03:28:22

Hell of a story.  Please update us on the rest of it as it continues to unfold, not for entertainment value, but 1) we do care 2) I think it is educational for the folks here that might be in your situation or at risk of being in your sitation.

I also have complete heart block, first pacer at 19 years old, but mine do not last more than 10 years (most closer to 7).  20+ is amazing and or based on your story, maybe not amazing maybe its been off for a while. 

I dont know/care what other folks here think, and I think this site is for them too anyway, but your kids are more than welcome to come here and ask questions.  I am sure that you would have wanted to have this site when you were a teen, I know I would (there wasnt a public internet then much less this site), and am pretty sure my folks would have wanted support in making these decisions for a child.  

You not only now know someone with a pacer but there are TONS of us here.  all kinds of stories and experiences.

The move may be problematic, but it is what it is you have to do it you have to do it, the issue is how much if any physical work you can do while recovering (despite what the doc says or others here be careful, but at the same time you are not completely useless during recovery).  By a few days in I was almost completely ready to do most things, but I am on my fifth pacer.   I wouldnt put off the pacer for the move, deal with both, from the story you are iron man so this should be no big deal for you to juggle these things.

Thinking more on this the most important thing you can do for these kids is get your pacer replaced and reduce your risk.  You are human too and sometimes need medical help.  Iron man had to replace his device too...

If you lived in the lawsuit happy USA, this seems like an easy case of malpractice (not the doc that tried to help you but the others that didnt), esp once they know if/how long it has been off...but it says you are from Austria which I dont know enough about.

And Ill shoot you straight on this one too, 24 years of pacing or lets hope it really was 20 plus (and the thing had not died much earlier), starting immediately they should be doing an echo every year, despite keeping you alive, pacing from a lead is abnormal, after 20-30 years the heart doesnt like it your ejection fraction can drop to a dangerous level and like me in the last so many months, it was time for an early change, didnt wait full term, I now have a three lead pacer which should even out the ventricles pacing and hopefully within some number of months reverse the problem.  

I recommend you ask them about checking your EF annually.  Get out ahead of them, not only dont let them let you fall between the cracks but keep them on their toes...A wealth of knowledge at this site.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I had a pacemaker when I was 11. I never once thought I wasn't a 'normal kid' nor was I ever treated differently because of it. I could do everything all my friends were doing; I just happened to have a battery attached to my heart to help it work.