For Agent and Gemita
Gemita yes you did seem to come on strong but some people can't help it. Anyway anger has helped me get what i needed i have so many stories about that. But not enough room here. If you really want to help me then find me an intellgent dr in Ashland who does icd retractions. Yes i will forgive foolishness. Agent you said trial and error?? What? It has been decades don't drs know anything by now? He told me carvedilol would help shrink my heart, since i have an enlarged heart. I did not know it was a beta blocker. Germita why can't God work it for me? Arn't all things possible with Him? Hmm. I know lots of people lead fanasty lives and many are robots who feel no pain. Wish i was one of them. And Agent 2 things- i dislike money cause it does nothing for me physically. And i did not mean i want to die. What i meant was when God is ready to call me home i will be good and ready. Honestly more then ready.