Chest Pain & Dull Throbbing
This past week I've really noticed my heart beat. I've also been having chest pain with mild exertion. The chest pain is like a burning in my chest mixed with an ache. I've been to the ER and they say its anxiety. I'm seriously ready to lose it as I know it's not. My heart has been throbbing lately. I can feel it. It feels like this weak throbbing heart beat mixed with a dull ache sensation in my chest. It almost feels like my heart is either struggling or going to stop. CAN ANYONE RELATE TO THIS? If so what was it?
I also keep waking up from sleeping with body tingling and sometimes the presyncope feeling. Getting this PM was the worst decision of my life! Sure it's supposedly keeping me alive but is it doing more harm than good? I've seen so many doctors and they all say I'm fine. I know I'm not. Even my own therapist who I see weekly says it's not my anxiety or PTSD. This is just crazy to me that a human being has to go through this. I literally feel like I suffer every single day. When I went to the ER last the nurse at the check in said "You don't look like you need a wheel chair ha ha ha"! I flipped out on him. What happened to everything in this world? It's like no one cares, it's unbelievable!!! I'm like the little boy who cried Wolf. I feel like because I'm nice and in good spirits when I'm there they don't think much of my issue. I feel like I need to freak out or be nasty to them so they can do something. Is that literally what this comes down to? Me becoming an actor, putting on a show so they truly believe I'm suffering and worried about my health? What a crock of S#*!